That health and wealth philosophy has done immense damage to the church. It was distorted thinking from the start, based on verses taken out of context and to the advantage of a few individuals. I agree that it is permeating many churches. My own church recently imploded after the minister, who was taking home three times the salary of a nurse plus perks, told us that we needed to pay for the wealth of knowledge his studies have given him. Like you I am feeling my way forward but am deeply skeptical of "organised religion."